i'm a relatively happy person. relatively. but i also can be negative when things don't go my way. some may say that i'm spoiled, but i really trying to be the person i want to be: a person who can see the good, even in a disappointing/negative situation.
at work today i received some disappointing news about my position next year. really disappointing news (as in, i was pretty much a blubbering mess for an hour today). however, i think that in the end, that i need to look on the bright side: i still have a job, and i still work with great people. so, i have made the decision to be positive, and not let what i see as a disappointment affect how i am going to act in the future. it's time for those big girl pants that i keep tucked waaaaaaaay in the back of the closet!
because who knows the future holds. today's disappointment may be next year's blessing. and today, after all the blubbering.....i am choosing happiness.
i choose to be happy. it's that simple.